EXHAUSTED!

My house is a wreck and I have a weeks' worth of laundry to do and I can't move. I can't get off of this couch. I think I am stuck. My whole body aches. It has been a LONG week. I know I am whining, but I feel the need to go on. I'm not sure if I can do this "baby-watching" thing. (Sarah just asked, "Mom, can Abby and Maeghan come over today?" I'm thinking, "No, I can't do it. I don't even want my own kids here making noise today.") Most of my nights were full this week and that on top of watching the babies was just too much for me. I seriously don't know if I can keep this up. (Yes, I realize STILL whining.) I'm at their house from 7:30 to 5:30 with no break 4 days a week, so that's 40 hours. I'm supposed to have Wednesdays off, but end up doing all my errands on that day so no down time again. I feel I should (at least) be much less than my 230 lbs. at this point. I feel like I'm constantly moving. Shouldn't I have that? Shouldn't I at least have lost a few pounds??? I'm thinking maybe it would be better to have a "real job" even if I have to deal with childcare while the kids are out of school. At least then I would be dealing with adults and getting a lunch break right? Okay, Mom just called and I bawled my eyes out to her for a while so I feel better now! :)

On a happier note, Jake went to his football clinic this morning. Ed is assistant coaching his team so that should be fun for them!

Also a happy... my friend Robin who was moving from California got here Thursday! It is a huge change for them and was a LONG trip so hopefully they can relax a little this weekend! Welcome to Tenneessee Robin, Jessee and Mikayla!!! We love you!